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girltalkNovember 16 whats up with a girls obsession with love!LOVE AS I SEE IT
When I was a child i spoke like ah child now that am old...er I put aside childish thinkin...
love was illusive dream... a destination... a butterflyee feeling in the stomarch...
The instant lost of appetite at the apprearnce of your beloved....
dont laugh ... i know wat am talking about ... i really felt it!
It really happened to me!
Thats the feeling you feel when you have met the person you were suppose to spend the rest of your life with...
at least in all those love stories thats how they knew!
inspiration... strenght... courage, bravery beyound my self
life now... only now makes sence... not to live for yourself but for someone else!
every step we'll take together...
every mountain, we'll climb together
the world seemed conquorable with you!
ah mean you cant fall in love more than that!
then ... boop! ... ah trobing headache
I hit the ground... head on!
we cant live like that... in a make belief world ...
i have faults ... u have faults
we cant just overlook them because of the way we feel
love is a Chioce
can we work this out?
R these things I can live with... yeah i know how i feel but can i live happyly ( as a growing individual with you)
am prepared to do the work... its challlenging
love is suppose to be easy or Love is suppose to make it easy, right?
but it didnot
i saw those things that i could not see... or would not see
and recognise dispite of how i feel...
this nah gone work!
so i chose to love u from afar!
cause i mean I can live with out U!
if thats wats best for the both of us.
love must be more than a feeling
now that am older love is a choice
love is a commitment
yeah so if youve never felt that way about a person before ! youre young, have not lived life yet!
Yup...the feeling comes and the feeling goes!
hey but I love you
Cause i Chose to...
and eventually will be commited to U!
By
Shaqkhi Cornwall
November 11 the love i thought i have fooundit happend so quickly i did not know
my mind in first, my time , my heart
rapped up in something that i dreamed of
love , like, passion, intimacy...
i knew he was not the one
but...
hoped i would make him become
the laughs , the smiles , the joys
what a pay off
for the torment of unanswered questions
what is his purpose?
will he frustate the plan of God for my life?
cause me to abondon the One i love the most?
but ...
hoped God would make him become
now i have to let it go...
the laughs, the smile, the passion, the intimacy
something i have dreamed of ever since
i let the last one go
March 08 faithfaith
substance of things hoped for evidence of things not seen
then once we believe
we have faith
but if we doubt
then we have not faith
if we cannot do whatever our faith dmands
then we donot believe
then we have not faith
if we believe we have faith
but cannot do what ever we know our faith demands
we err
we but decieve ourselves
we simple believe
we have not faith shaqkhi
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